who really would read this? probably not you

so hi again,
it turns out there is less to do at 3 am then there use to be. i want to rant but i don't. i am also hungry. tends to happen a lot at this weird early time of the night/morning? idk. well i have so far taken 4 drug pills today cause a headache seems to be there lately. should probably top hitting head on solid objects but then how would i deal wit stupid in his world?

i don't kno wat to do
should i take a poo?

well at least i have these songs
tho they may be better replaced by a bong

to bad its illegal
it feels kinda regal

e will see if this works
too bad theres soo many jerks

my hands r being burned away from soap
that isn't really that dope

i could use weird lotion
to cause no commotion

but then i would feel weird
especially with this bead

i think people should talk in rhyms
at least it would be better than mimes

ah how i like their scream
it sets a get mosh scene

OK i stop the rhymes even tho i like them so. to bigger and better things.....maybe not. well my mind can seriously not be blown by how lax i am with things, except for dying in a video game, u shoot me i scream FUCK YOU!!! but then hell i will play another 5 or 6 rounds with ya if ya can put up wit the swearing and screamishing. people r too tightly bound to their nice ideas of how life should be, life should be fun, quick, boring, funny, logical etc. BAH fuck that. life is life living is living its not defined for anyone, cause anyone can define it. humans can be anything u can label hem to be without really caring for labels. let it fucking well be. pacifist. that is me, i ain't here to fully and only please. so i have a contradictory way to meself so to me life is watever comes by, whether fun or not it is wat it is. if people hate they hate and r stupid for it yes but meh they hate. i tried to explain to Stephan how i view the people in this world about races and all that crap, this is wat i told him "u could be the biggest most wanted terrorist in the world i wouldn't care but if u are an ass i don't like u" and trust me its very hard for me to get fully outraged but if i o the German anger that started a world war comes out and goes back again, but if ur there for that time that i have the war in head u better duck cause i gives one swing and we see where it hit.

so i leave u with the mostest recent song tat i listen to.
it called "cut up angels" by the used

nvm i don't really care for the lyrics that much just is a good sound.
so i lave u a different line from a different song

"Look at me can you tell by the way i move and do my hair do you thinks its me or its not me? i don't even care"
the used : I'm A Fake